Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Begin again,

It's been a long, long time since I've written on any of my blogs. I've been contemplating getting back to it, but so many things get in the way. Mostly, I get in the way. I decide that things I want to write about don't feel like they fit within the confines of my currently existing blogs, but I don't have the time or energy to start a new one. I also have very mixed feelings about this idea of publicly exposing myself. On the one hand, I don't want anyone, much less everyone, knowing too much about me, my actions and thoughts. On the other hand, I tried keeping a private blog, and it's kind of boring when there's no audience, no feedback. I am still toying with the idea of starting an anonymous blog. But that feels like way too much work...and there would always be the fear that some how, some way, someone I know would figure out that I am the author of the blog. And of course it would be AFTER I exposed all the thoughts and actions I REALLY don't want anyone to associate with me.

So, for now, I'm just going to try writing here, on this blog, again with some regularity. I know the side columns desperately need to be updated. I almost fixed them before starting to write - but I knew I could get caught up in doing that and never get around to writing. And I'm really going to try to put writing first here - for a change.

Let's see how I do.

1 comment:

The Bear Maiden said...

If it helps I'll try not to comment too much or too often... but you know I love you with all my heart... and like I tell the BigMan I don't say shyt unless I care about you cuz otherwise it takes up too much time... so take it from where it's coming from.

But write. Cuz you write well, intelligent, insightful things.